Peajee Confessions

ngl i’ve basically been living a double life on social media and it’s getting exhausting 😔 my feed looks aesthetic af and like i actually have my life together, but irl i’m literally so lonely and struggling. i’ve been playing this character for so long that i lowkey forgot how to just be myself? i feel like if i stopped posting the "perfect" version of me, people would realize i'm actually a mess. it's like i'm stuck in this fake persona and i don't even know how to be real anymore

This is very silly but there’s someone in the team who likes to say ‘happiness’ when they agree with something. And what I hear - or at least the way they say it, it sound like ‘her penis’ 😭 Having to hold in my laughter every time this happens is so hard 😭

when i was in school, i used to love chewing the bubblegum that people left underneath the desk 😭

when my boyfriend p*sses me off, i feel like stabbing him

I used to give myself food poisoning to avoid writing tests or exams I didn’t study for

I've been 'about to start' going to the gym again for approximately 3 years. I think this is just who I am now.

Last night I confessed my feelings to a guy and he rejected me. Ngl, I'm really struggling to live with the embarrassment I feel now

i was known as the “church girl” and people called me innocent, but i fell pregnant at 15. the disappointment that my family experienced was mad 😭

i've been pocketing stuff from stores for months and honestly, i don't even know why. i don't need any of it and i have the money to pay but there’s just something about the rush of getting away with it that makes me feel alive. i know it’s wrong but I feel like I can’t stop

One time, I slept with this guy and we made a p*rn video. His girlfriend saw the video on his phone. That was also the very same day that I found out that he had a girlfriend. I was so hurt.