Peajee Confessions

There’s a version of my life my family believes in that is completely different from the real one and I’m not sure how to bridge them.

I fake laugh at things I don't find funny so often that I'm not sure I remember what I actually find funny anymore

idk if this counts as a confession or what but i can feel my bf pulling away from me and i don’t know how to stop it. everyday the words and affection become less and less. is it my fault? do i just sit and wait for it to happen?

Don’t ask me not to get mad coz that will make me mad!!

I've been 'about to start' going to the gym again for approximately 3 years. I think this is just who I am now.

As a bi woman I’ve noticed the lacklustre effort women actually put into relationships. At least when a man fucks me over he does it with intent and knows what he’s doing is fucked up, a woman will do it like it’s another Tuesday and see no issue in what she did

when i was in school, i used to love chewing the bubblegum that people left underneath the desk 😭

Last night I confessed my feelings to a guy and he rejected me. Ngl, I'm really struggling to live with the embarrassment I feel now

This is very silly but there’s someone in the team who likes to say ‘happiness’ when they agree with something. And what I hear - or at least the way they say it, it sound like ‘her penis’ 😭 Having to hold in my laughter every time this happens is so hard 😭

i was known as the “church girl” and people called me innocent, but i fell pregnant at 15. the disappointment that my family experienced was mad 😭